What do you want?

A little birdie once told me that we should have everything we want in life. And don't we? If I want to change my hair, it's changed! If I want to write, I make the Red Flower and pour my heart out. So why can't we always decide exactly what it is that we want? Have you ever been in a gorgeous dress in a changing room, but yet there's been something wrong with the dress? It's perfect and you know in your mind that you want it, but there's something stopping you. Maybe that's because we don't really choose our wants, but - cheesely enough- they choose us? And that's what makes us us. I guess life is like a game and your job is to play to the best of your ability and accept that sometimes the game will win you. After all, some games are fixed. xoxo