Do we ever stop.

As girls, we’re always looking for that certain something to ‘up the ante’ or to make our character more interesting to those around us. We back comb our hair, we paint our nails, and we bat our eye lashes. But, we’re never willing to say what we are really feeling. That we’re feeling flat, boring or a little un-noticed. Because, if we say these things, doesn’t it make us desperate? Everyone is looking for that certain thing, even guys- although I’m pretty sure their certain thing is slightly different. When does it all stop? When do we stop looking for that certain something and just deal with the truth; with who we are. Why are we never satisfied? Even after we’ve had one of the best relationships of our lives, we still sit and complain to our friends, but at the time it seemed so great. Is it because we change and therefore change our wants too? Or is it because whatever you want now, once you get it, it doesn’t quite live up to our standards.

Which poses the question, will we ever be satisfied? And if we will, how do we know when it hits us?